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And I watch that over, and over and over in people’s lives where they go “I don’t like God anymore.” Something terrible happens in their life, maybe their spouse dies or they lose a child or, all the crazy stories we hear, and they go “that’s God’s fault, I blame God for that,” and they walk away. But God goes, “I still love you, I still care about you, and I will set up circumstances so that you will have to try very hard, to not love Me back, because I, in this marriage, I’m the bridegroom, and you’re the bride. And in this marriage, I’m the one pursuing you, I’m the male in this relationship, I’m the pursuer, and I love you way more than you love me, and you can try to reject me and play hard to get, but you have no idea how hard it’s gonna be, to not love me.” -Kris Vallotton, Associate Pastor, Bethel Church, Redding, CA
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Something’s wrong here!
Mood swings. Short temper. Loneliness. Desperation. My old ways are trying to come back. The more I reach for God, the more the world seems to be pulling me back. I was baptized last Saturday, and instead of getting closer to God . . . The more I push Him away. It isn’t fair to him. He doesn’t deserve this from me. I am so irritated with myself!!!!! God please help me!
Ouch!!!
So tomorrow I will be getting baptized! And I have been so happy for this moment, and the enemy has been attacking through my family! They mock and ridicule everything I do. It’s so painful that I dont have the support from my family! I support all the things they do and they can’t even respect my faith.
I just pray that one day they find the light and love of God. And stop judging me and just love one another.
The Lord will hear y Cry
4 Look to my right and see; no one is concerned for me. I have no refuge; no one cares for my life.
5 I cry to you, O LORD; I say, “You are my refuge, my portion in the land of the living.”
6 Listen to my cry, for I am in desperate need; rescue me from those who pursue me, for they are too strong for me.
- Psalm 142:4-6
